Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Sunday, Oct 26. I just got home from church and then the grocery store. And I had some indian food but unfortunately ordered a really bad chai instead of the mango lassi. I do not know why that happened but it is okay. Now I know. I will probably go back there sometime after church. Or maybe sample the other places.

Church was worth it today and I had a good time and felt peaceful. My trip to the grocery store was good but I only saved ten dollars with my OTC card and had to pay 36 dollars for the other stuff.  But it was good and that ten dollars made a difference in my perception and experience. 

I got a box of granola bars, gushers, and kettle corn.  And the rest was stuff for a bean dip. I think I can make the strawberry pretzel salad also.  What about rice krispie treats. I think that would be good very soon too.  So maybe another trip that is more OTC oriented or just with the holidays in mind. I mean november, really, like maybe staying home and cooking some holiday food.

Maybe I will drink some coffee soon. I think the mouth sores are going away. I think there were two: one on the side and one on the tongue. It is not bothering me. I am glad to know that was it. I was able to figure it out without an ER visit which would have cost someone a lot of money.

I wish the peanuts outside had been salted but maybe next time.

The next trip will be potatoes, egg nog, and stuff like that.

Tomorrow I go to the hospital for my third to last day. Probably I will talk to Dr. Fatima and tell her we need to stay on the risperdal and latuda.

I think it is good to have my paranoia confirmed so no one ever doubts the diagnosis.

My neck has relaxed some and I think next weekend it will be mostly normal again.

Don't forget the joke books tomorrow.

Gice Gushers and Granola Bars, that's awesome isn't it.

Well have a good day everyone. Gice it was a good cashier I just need to do the best I can.

 Ok everyone I took my medicine minus the metaformin and I will not be taking Tylenol for my neck.

I feel ok and hopefully tomorrow I will feel mostly back to normal. Hopefully it was the metaformin that did it or the Tylenol.

I guess now I should go to sleep.

Well have a good day everyone.

 hello everyone, it is 12:23 am on sunday, oct 26. Time to take my medicine. I figured out that the sore place on my tongue is probably a mouth sore. It is kind of weird that I was not able to figure it out at first. I think the virtual care doctor suspected that also. I was going to go to the ER tomorrow but the goal was to find out what it was and I think I know what it is so now I should wait and talk to Dr. Fatima. I am not going to take metaformin tonight because I am hoping so much that the problem was caused by that or the tylenol and I can still take latuda and risperdal.  Because frankly I was fine on latuda and risperdal all year. So I hope Dr. Fatima can figure out a plan without the hospital turning into nazis because the psych meds are in question. 

Anyway, maybe just from no more metaformin and tylenol then the problem will go away. It still doesn't feel that bad and is worse at night and I think it is only one sore on the tongue.

Kind of funny that I was worried that it was from taking Catholic communion and the wafer cut my tongue and maybe the priest did it on purpose because he knew I was presbyterian or worse yet, God was mad and zapped me.

So anyway, that is interesting. I guess we still don't know but to me it seems like mouth sore is most likely.

Gice what is Dr. Fatima going to do about it with only three days left of program.

Gice Dr. Kumar needs to know that I need very little medicine.

Soon I should take a shower. Tomorrow I go to church and will leave here at about ten oclock. I am caught up on sleep. Today I had to rest because of my neck. 

Well have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 7 pm on Oct 25. This was a good October. My neck just snapped in its correct way and I think after the PHP program is over then a few days of rest will make it reset. It could have been like this for twelve years and wasn't. I could have been paralyzed when it first happened and I wasn't. So I have the gratitude that the church people at fairforest used to have when they said they might not have woken up that morning.  I was never in that same frame of mind but I had other thankfulness and I feel that same thing about my neck.  But really there is a lot that could have happened and didn't. So I feel like I'm in a ditch about some stuff but really a lot has gone well or okay or obvious salvation.

So anyway, my posts are doing well. I think it might only be 800k and not a cool mil, but probably it will get up to the 900s after a while. It depends on if people comment and maybe they won't. That is okay. I am just glad that the eternal life post is doing well because that was different than normal. Maybe not a risk, as much to say, but different than normal. And I did not feel any neurosis sharing it.  Although honestly this is a weaker three than normal in my mind.  But I felt good about it so it is okay.

Julie that was a cool halloween post. I possibly forgot Julie in a list of Barnes and Noble names and she was a key player out of everyone for sure. So maybe I will fix that someday or add something to this next book.  Also did I leave off the Stalls from the church list that time? Well I am sorry, it is not that easy to just try to recall all the names of everyone you have ever known. 

Gice hopefully we will all get a lot of rewards in heaven.  Gice in heaven would you rather be friends with a bible character or have a pinball machine?  I would like both.

Do you gice like my books. I am still not able to read normally but can read some and that might need to be enough for now. Just being able to read half a book.

Tomorrow I am going to try to go to church. I feel good about it, like last time I just couldn't, and this time I feel up for it. And I will still be hitting the twice a month goal.

Gice Dr. Heravian was nice, I like her and all those people. Do they think I do not like them because now I go to North Central? I can tell I am supposed to participate at North Central and it is the third thing after Barnes and Noble and NYU.  Am I right about that? I think I am.

ok have a good day, someone is at my door.

 gice for a second it seemed like the blob post wasn't sharing enough but I think it will be okay. I had to edit the ad because I forgot to unclick their weird creative interference.

So that will be about 100k, and the other ones might hit about 700k, so this could be 800k, or maybe they will roll it up to a cool mil.  I am okay with these numbers so far. That cross share is an option but I already chose the blobs and I like that meme so hopefully it is a cool share in Libya.

My sister and brother in law are at montreat, which I think symbolizes a new era of forgiveness for the grudge. So that is good. My family phone number for fifty years has now been disconnected, so that is sad for me. I might need to write a poem about it or something. The number was 288-8580.  Man I will miss that phone number. I am so thankful for my nice life and childhood. But wow mental illness took its toll.

I am thankful these post shares are going well. It turns out that the eternal life post was an easy enough share and I am thankful for those five hundred people who already clicked like. That makes a difference in my life and helps me share to others too.  So that is good. I think this facebook phenomenon is part of history and a shared special thing in the world. And it is nice for a lot of us to keep it positive.

Gice is this tongue thing because God is mad that I took Catholic communion? He didn't seem mad when I took it. I felt the holy spirit and I truly believe God has confirmed me as three things: evangelical, presbyterian, and catholic. Like I said I am three things and I am.  And Ravneet is three things too that celebrate Diwali.  So then I do not have to be those things. Because yesterday I was wondering if I need to be all things. Well that is interesting, a thought leftover from college.

I mean God likes me and had mercy on me as a lazy student.  But he knows I did read and care sometimes.

So anyway, I need to buy another batch of joke books. Maybe mom will help me with my business credit card. It is not much this time if she does say okay. I did pretty well staying in budget. Party might be over soon though.  Thanks to Kathy Hochul for 200 dollars that went straight to fancy food.

 Gice that was kind of weird wasn't it, how I felt good about the eternal life post after questioning it and questioned the rainbow sand cross after feeling that it was an easy share.

So anyway my neck hurts still but it is okay. It will eventually probably relax. I need to make sure I don't accidentally reinjure it while it is tense. So anyway, okay.

I am glad I boosted some posts and I think they are good nice posts. That is kind of like normal life for me.  Is Weill Cornell mad at me. I do not know. Should I bring them some books. Well I do not know.

If I do, it will be the art books and they might feel targeted with religion. But that is what the other hospital pretended to do when they were terminating me.

So anyway okay. My tongue is okay. Do you think it is a splinter from a catholic wafer? I mean I do not know.  I am starting to have no idea what it is.

I am glad I got through most of the PHP program with no illness and absences. I feel bad that I inspired everyone to skip last time.

Gice I learned a lot in the hospital program. Thanks everyone.

Gice I did want to go to the grocery store but my neck hurts. I might do a load of laundry later tonight, like one load and just rely on last times laundry this week.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 

 hello everyone, how are you. my neck hurts but i am ok.

ravneet is celebrating diwali.

i might send around memes soon but i dont want to confuse it with a different holiday although it might be fine.

i should have gone to mensa group today but my neck hurts and i forgot.

i did not go to the grocery store either, maybe i will tomorrow.

i have a pain on my tongue that is either from sharp food or a bacon burn or something else like all my neck twists. i might go to wcer tomorrow even though hey might be mad. i could not go to city md today.

soon i might drink coffee. it was better today when i heated it more so i will do that more often.

does anyone have any opinions.